now that school is over for the summer, i can finally relax and have time to myself. Time where i don't have to think about homework, assignments, what readings i have to do, determining what week it is for whether i have lab or a quiz, midterms, and thank good i don't even have to think about finals or marks. You have to enjoy and embrace the fact that for the time being the stress is off your back and you can finally breathe normally.....with panic attacks clearly out of sight. The need for caffine is even decreased; yes like many new first year university students i fell victim to the had to stay up late for assignments and midterms or quizes...etc. and now in order to stay awake in my next lecture and take the notes that i need cause i have no one to copy off of in the class (which can be a sad and lonely fact but entirely too true in some classes) i need caffine and i need it now, and no hot chocolate no longer works in that department, it use to give me that jolt of energy and chocolatety goodnes that was enough to keep me going if only for a little while, no longer....no i need my latte or my white chocolate moca or my text book will be my new pillow....and for those of you that have been in my position you will agree that textbooks don't really make that good a pillow. anyways yes i realize that i have begun to ramble.....well i would be lying if i said that it does not happen often, but i haven't "blogged" in a while so i get to ramble

So back to school being over, i get to hang out with my friends and my boyfriend of nine wonderful months....yes i am bragging of the longest relationship of my life..... and read the books i have wanted to, get working on my 101 list and watch a lot of tv and movies....for now life is good....i really wonder how long that will last though